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        MrsT73  35, Female, Nebraska, USA - First entry!
    04
    Jan 2007
    7:55 PM G
       

    Err, sometimes I don't even see when I do it. I make my boyfiend feel like shit. I wish I could just stop being such a brat sometimes and start thinking before I move. He is so amazing to me I mean the greatest boyfriend Alive I wish I could be as good to him as he is to me!!
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        tealprincess18  35, Female, Virginia, USA - 88 entries
    04
    Jan 2007
    8:29 AM EDT
       

    this is my first entry so it is gunna be short.. my life is on the rocks.. i am having relationship problems! this really is hard and i dont know what to do!!!!
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        leeyohhan  60, Male, New Jersey, USA - 21 entries
    04
    Jan 2007
    7:11 AM CDT
       

    My first try on the inbox journal. 不知能否用中文 http://photo.chinatimes.com/photofile/newsphotob/96010408bb.jpg 「豬」事如意 (2007/01/04) 為了迎接豬年到來，金飾業者鑄模開發了各式各樣 純金的小豬，帶有諸事如意的意思，很受消費者歡 迎。（吳敏菁攝）
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        uns3ttl3d  38, Female, New York, USA - 57 entries
    04
    Jan 2007
    7:48 AM EDT
       

    Physiognomy. In constant doubt of myself i peer into every reflective surface that i encounter. I think to myself, why am I so vain? Vanity? Is that it? Am i just some superficial shallow person like those many i know and scorn at? I think to myself no. I am just insecure. I look into every flaw, or every difference about myself, in a disgusted and pensive manner. My face has the worn look of a 30 year old male. But i am edging toward the last of my teenage years. I am a young woman. Why do i see myself this way? Every part of who i am seems tossed and scattered and it reflects into my phhysical surface...lips once pouting about in protest to the world and people around me now are sagging and pursed in resentment and resignation to my long but technically short life. Eyes once innocent and girlish now carry on the look of scorn and curiosity. Hair once long and flowing is now limp and scraggly around my chubby face, like a lion's mane, like that of a once strong and brave such animal now dying of an undeterminable cause. I am weak. I am sick. I feel dead on the inside and out. I constantly look for meaning and truth in things but it always reverts back to insecutiry and uncertainty about everything in life. I cannot jump to conclusions, there is nothing to conclude. My mind is always racing. Thoughts of my brother surge through my mind and i wonder and wonder why?why why why and how and what and is there really a purpose to life and is this world really as bad as it may seem to the cynical eyes that are screwed insecurrely to my amorpheus self? I do not knoe. Nothing is certain. Nothing is fully true. Everything changes whether you realize it or not. If there is one thing my life lacks it is security and stabilty and steadfastness. I seem to pay attention to things no one else would even bother about. Does this make me strange? Does this make me weird? Do i se retly wish i was "normal" like the rest of the world? Should i succumb to the vanityall around me and finally embrace the fact that i am a shitty worthless elfish person undeserving of mercy and forgiveness for the fact that i can't appreciate anything or show mercy myself? Why do i have to be so spoiled? Why do i have to lack appreciation for things my family members go out of tthey're way to do? Why am i such a bigot? Why can't i just be kind to others aso they in turn would be kind towards me? I wish i could love myself because i can't love those around me unlesss im pokay with myself which in this case i am really really not. It's a nice day today. But icontracted chicken pox in taiwan in spite of the vaccination i got a number of years ago and i feel sick and nauseous and fatigued all over. My sleeping patterns are messed up. I am depressed and anxious and sick and there is just a constant feeling if uncomrtableness that clouds over every part of me all the time. Is this the way of my life? Its constantly growing on me and worsening. I wish there was something i could do to intervene or counter act it but i dont care enough for myself andi am too weak to fight. I am too weak to fight and it is a shame. It is a shame that i lack the willand power to better myself. I really wish i could.
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        littleone  33, Female, California, USA - 11 entries
    04
    Jan 2007
    3:35 PM PDT
       

    I have had that happen to me before. I have cling to something that was gone. Something that i know that was gone forever. I have learned alot form that. I dislike the fact that us girls especially suffer alot. Us girls have a thing to clinging to things. Why cant it be the men who clings to things? How come it cant be the men who suffers? I wouldent cling myself to something that was gone i would try to get out of it by trying something new. Instead of clinging myself i go out and try to forget things. I personally wouldent cling myslef to something that is gone. Dont cling to something that is gone try to forget about it.
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        slickboy  37, Male, California, USA - 20 entries
    04
    Jan 2007
    6:33 PM EDT
       

    Lately I have been practicing my basketball skills. Ever since I got injured from football last years I couldn't shooot or jump on my feet. Lately I have been beter on my health and I could jump or run but I lost a little of my speed but its not stopping me because I be working out my legs. Today I went to Disneyland with nmy family and had fun. We had a lot of fun with each other. We went to the space mountain and had fun watching the Mickey mouse show. Later we eat a lot of food. At night we went to the movies to hang out.
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        KaityGirl214  33, Female, New York, USA - 30 entries
    04
    Jan 2007
    5:14 PM EDT
       

    When you pass him in the hallway... You can either walk on by or go up to him. When he doesn't notice you, you get sad. But usually guys really dont care about feelings well because they're guys. You always get happy when you see him again over and over! but when he finally does notice you you fall in LOVE! THE END! ~Kaitlyn~
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        Journal4Jackson  50, Female, California, USA - 48 entries
    04
    Jan 2007
    11:16 AM PST
       

    1/4/07: Woke up early (around 6:30), played for a half hour and then had breakfast. Ate well, then cleaned up and did morning routine. Played with sister and watched TV for a while. Took a bubble bath. We've all been sick with colds since Wednesday, so it's been pretty lax around the house. Played at the table with playdough, did some puzzles and then colored for awhile. Got down, played independently for a half hour or so and then lunchtime. Ate well, then cleaned up and watched TV and played until naptime. Didn't sleep, but rested. Got up, played with sister and watched a little TV until dinner. Ate a good dinner, then had time with Daddy and went down at normal time. Fell asleep within 30 minutes.
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        uns3ttl3d  38, Female, New York, USA - 57 entries
    04
    Jan 2007
    2:13 AM EDT
       

    i think i am a lesbian.
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        AguilarBaby  47, Female, Washington, USA - 50 entries
    04
    Jan 2007
    9:49 AM PST
       

    Hi Baby, How are you doing? I am sure good b/c I still feel you moving from time to time. It is just so surreal. Well everybody at work is anticipating finding out exactly if you are going to be a boy or a girl. Like I have told you in the past your Dad and I wish you would be a boy however as long as you have 10 fingers and 10 toes and are as healthy as I can have you then it will be perfectly ok if you are a girl....Some people at work want you to be a girl b/c they think that it will be so cute to shop for you and then there are some that think that you are a boy. Whatever you are is ok with me. Well today was just an ordinary day just went to work and then came home. We ate dinner and now we are going to bed. Don't forget that we always love you and we will talk to you later. Love Always, Mom & Dad
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